Completely random and unnecessary note[s]

It now says I've been a deviant for three years, and I kind of feel like I haven't been very active for like two of them haha ffffffffffffffu-

Also I haven't done anything for August and Ophelia lately, hardly even drawing them which kind of makes me feel bad but lately I've been on this spree of listening to Mouth's Cradle and Panic at the Disco (the Vices & Virtues album) and they just make me think about them like all the time. My thinking about them, if plotted on a graph, would be reaching (relatively) astronomical heights lately.

That had nothing to do with anything, by the way.

Unless you've been dying to know some sort of related polyphonic theme music thing for them.

Which I kind of doubt you have but you know I don't want to assume about your life.

But a better question would be how have you been? :3c

Has anyone been on the Echo Bazaar forums? Because I was active like crazy on them for all of about a week in December and then I went back to school. I haven't been on in forever which makes me feel bad, because I was kind of in the middle of some pretty cool rp-ing and they are probably like okay we are going to pretend this Audrey Shae person was never here ever because having a dead person is kind of bringing this down and then everyone else is going to nod their heads like this.

But that wasn't really relevant either.

My AP US history class recently got to the Gilded Age. Things about Andrew Carnegie and Rockefeller but mainly I wanted to mention this because Carnegie because come on. I'm pretty sure I already said this a while ago but I have to say I'm starting to feel embarrassed. I like my Carnegie but, boy! I sure was a dumb eighth grader! I can't help but think that that still was a pretty dumb idea! I mean put together and everything, but anyway. I've been fiddling with him anyway.

IMMIGRATION PRODUCED THE PUBLIC SCHOOL SYSTEM.

Which is appropriate since I'm an immigrant. HAAA they're brainwashing me.

Oh, hey, Sarah Smiles just came on on iTunes. I hope I mentioned that iTunes has been playing through Vices & Virtues. If not then I will  now. iTunes has been playing through Vices & Virtues. I say this because I listened to this a lot during TBoS because it struck me as this weirdly fitting really nice song for August and Ophelia but anyway I already ran past this.

I saw this picture of two dachshunds today... they were dressed as hot dogs. One with mustard and one with ketchup and there was this sign that said 2 dogs/$1 and they were just looking up at the camera like 'buy us.' So cuuuuuuuute.

I had a dream about dachshunds a while ago, actually. I've always wanted a dog, but in this dream I was just thinking about how you have to have this spark, this I-am-your-dog feeling that you feel right when you look at a dog, so you know which dog to adopt. Kind of like a romantic spark, like I-am-your-soul-mate but better because it's with a dog. But then in my dream I was going through dogs at a pound but none of them were making my doggy senses tingle but they were like jumping at me and then disappearing and so there was someone who was like you will never get another chance with any of these dooooogs! and I panicked and I was like am I suuuure? so the last dog jumped at me and right before  it disappeared I took it, even though I didn't feel the I-am-your-dog feeling, because maybe I missed it?

But it turned out to be a bad decision because I liked the dog but we didn't click and it was so small, this dark dachshund little guy, and one day it ran out and I was like no wait come back! but I couldn't find it and... well a few days later it came up and it had died and I was so upset like this is my fault I shouldn't have taken it because I was scared because he wasn't MEANT TO BE MY DOG )))):

That was my dream.

It's making me sad now all over again so!

You know what made me really happy recently? It was a week ago. It made me so giddy.

So every Saturday morning I wake up to watch the new My Little Pony episode. Last week was no exception so I got up... and then something amazing happened. The song that was in the episode The Super Speedy Cider Squeezy 6000? It was a homage to 'Ya Got Trouble' from the Music Man. I would never have caught that... if I hadn't just gotten into the pit of my schools production of the Music Man!! I was so excited!! My mom was pretty embarrassed even though we were the only ones in the house! I mean I was bouncing off the walls like oh  my gosh. I couldn't believe it. I was so excited. I mentioned it at our next rehearsal but I think they laughed at me. I did convince my friend though.

It was so great.

I'm not sure why I typed all this up, though I did, so you can have it if you want, but if not you have the right to thrust out your arms in this ridiculous flailing manner saying aaaaah noooo nope not today. No I'm not in the mood for a small asian girl's random rantings today. no maybe some other week but today, nope just. not feelin' it. no. nope. nah.

That'd be pretty silly but I do that sometimes so.

By the way, do you know where the line is between being yourself, however weird it may be, and being socially awkward to the point of not being able to function normally in society? I've been trying to find it. I don't really know where I am on either of them, so I was hoping you'd be able to give me some pointers.

I saw one of our related high school's (there are three in our district) play last night. They are known for their fantastic performing arts department. They did Phantom of the Opera in the fall and it was fantastic! They did Twelve Angry Jurors, and it was so cool. It was just the jury room, the set was so small they set up chairs for the audience to sit in on the stage, since the set took up so little room, but it was still amazing. Just like wow. And they were so nice afterwards.

We're also reading Catcher in the Rye now. I read it last year but I don't remember much. I mean... it's the kind of thing where I remember it as I read it, like "ooooh yes I remember this happening right!" but if you asked me what happens next I would be like "ummmmm" but then I'll read it and be like "oooh right... right I remember that!" does that make sense?

I think I'm making my teacher think I didn't actually read it, haha.

We have quizzes on what we read the day before, and the first quiz we had I hadn't read it in time, and after the first two questions I had no idea... so I wrote "Fitzgerald was a very sad man. Zelda!" and I drew a picture of Fitzgerald because there was one on the wall.

Whoa boy, this has got to end sometime.

I'll end it asking, how are you? :3c